-= bed, mattress, pillow =-

I'm so tired that I could sleep for a day.

However, I can't.

I donno why. Like yesterday. I wanted to sleep. Then my bro came in. Switched on the lights. And said he wanted to use the com. Nevermind. Use... If use for a while nevermind. He used for a few hours. Nevermind. While using, he just had to to on that stupid Hanson song so loud. How to sleep? Nevermind. Went outside to sleep. Switched off all the lights. Then my bro came out. For no reason he switched on the lights and left them on. Again, I had to turn them off.

Bloody bugger. He can be damn irritating at times. I can type out one whole list about all the things I don't like about him but that would be harsh. Cos he's also a good person. Maybe I should count myself lucky I only have one sibling. Can't imagine having more.

Argh!!! I need sleep lah... I get cranky when I don't get sleep. Nyaaaah!!

This was written at 10:48 pm on Saturday, April 30

-= phew that was a close one =-

Klay Halloween!

This was written at 10:16 pm on Friday, April 29

-= kreel =-

Here's some part of some album's acknowledgement part.

Juga terima kasih kepada mereka yang memberi perangsang dan semangat seperti Bob Kosmangat, Musa, Ijal, Fazli, Potek, Ali Blackmoore(my mentor) dan juga geng-geng Bedok Reservoir.

I sounds funny to me. I donno why ar...

Okay. Bye.

This was written at 2:39 pm on

-= malex =-

I followed my dad to Sungei Road today. Looked at all the 2nd hand stuff they were selling. Alot things ar. Power drill, t-shirt, super nintendo, cds and much more ar. Bought 2 cds. Some malay band called Malex and Fool's Garden cds. Total cost, $2. Hahah. Stopped by Sim Lim for a while. Saw this handsome set of speakers that costs $70. Asked my dad to buy it for me. After some begging, he did. Weee! Now I have night club surround sound again in my room. Hahah.

After fetching my mom, we went to Woodlands. Didn't know for what at first ar. Was at block 772 or something. When I woke up, I realized it was some funeral. I saw few Chinese people, Malay people and some people that look like Eurasians. When I looked at the deceased's picture, it showed a picture of some Indian looking female teen. Eager to find out what happened, I got out of the car and asked my mom.

As it turned out to be, the deceased was my mum's ex-student and coincidentally from the same course as me. Apparently, she was suffering from lukemia since last year when she was in her 3rd year. Her mum, an Indian-Muslim, told us what happened. It started out with a fever. Somehow it got worse and worse. After a while, it was confirmed she had lukemia. She went through many operations including removing 60% of her stomach and having more than 30 stitches in her intestines. She did get well. However she also had relapses. That occured twice. What's weird is that she was an athlete. She was even a finalist for the New Paper's New Face. Makes me wonder how unpredictable and short life can be. However, the situation was that the father is a Christian. Her mum being a Muslim was caught in a dilemma as the girl was to be buried the Christian way. This was rather sad as her mum was confused and was crying about what would happened to her in the after-life. The story's kinda long winded and I don't know how to explain already ar. What I know is that one serious case of an identity crisis. So yeah, I'll leave it here for your own imagination ar.

Okay. This is getting too long. Go enjoy the Numa Numa Dance.

This was written at 10:03 pm on Thursday, April 28

-= booyakasha =-

Geez... I sure wished our education system was more like this.

This was written at 12:50 am on

-= erm... nope? =-

I don't take drugs man... Only medicine. Heh.

Okay time to go toilet.

This was written at 4:58 pm on Wednesday, April 27

-= and things without names =-

My dad asked me a question which made me kinda think.

"When you listen to rock or metal music, what is it about? Is it more to satan?"

As usual my brother gets irritatingly sarcastic.

"Metal is satan! I want to die! I want to die!"

I just kept quiet and said I don't know.

And again my dad keeps asking me if I'm okay or not.

"Okay or not you? Take drug ar?"

I just gave the usual no sign.

Fear

What is it that you fear?
The darkness of the night?
The confinement of a cell?
Are you afraid of crying?
The fear of tears? Ignorance?
Or could it be loneliness?
Do you have agoraphobia?
Or maybe aichmophobia?
We all have at least one fear.
Afterall,
That's what makes us all human.

This was written at 11:36 pm on Tuesday, April 26

-= sibon =-

Wan and Hairul skipped school and bunked at my place just now. Wan brought his PS2 and I think I played for around 8 hours. Never before have I played for so long. But what the heck. It's a way of lettting time pass. Guess my Newcastle will continue to be undefeated. Heheh.

Let's see... I feel like writing some crap. Hmmm...

I'm on holiday,
But what the hey,
I'm bored like the colour grey.
I sit around and stone all day,
Like horses eating hay.
I tried eating tau huay,
But it just made me sway.
Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks like they've gone to UK.
I really wish I could stay,
But my bro wants to take the com away.
So this is my final say,
Have a nice day,
And always be gay. :)

This was written at 8:35 pm on Monday, April 25

-= growing pains =-

Great. Now I can add a sore elbow to my already growing list of injuries. And yeah, we beat some Chinese team 7-6 just now. Wasn't a great game though but gotta say Sai Kit played well. Jus got into some fight and they argued about their father all that crap. Blergh.

5 more weeks of holiday left. I really do not know what to do. Seriously. Maybe I'll go make use of my one month train concession. Go take train rides from Jurong to Pasir Ris then back again. Then maybe drop by at City Hall or Boon Keng to grab a drink.

This flash animation kinda drew my attention. Check it out. Click here.

I think that's about it for today. Maybe I'll go sleep early. Havent had much of it these days.

This was written at 4:41 pm on Sunday, April 24

-= 2 hit combo =-

I don't think anything like this has ever happened before. I watched 2 movies. And both of them were utterly boring. First was Creep. Was kinda epecting something of it but it was sort of a let down. Though, the gore scenes are kinda interesting. The other movie was Guess Who? Yeap. Guess Who. Too much talking involved. Jokes weren't so funny. Blergh.

On the other hand, there's a match comming up tomorrow against Sai Kit's friend team or something like that. Gonna be playing at NTU. Been a while since we played away. Hope it turns out well ar. Gotta be up at 7+am. So yeah. Gotta go.

And oh... Here's something you might want to think about.

Words are words. And words are all they will ever be.

Goodnight.

This was written at 11:55 pm on Saturday, April 23

-= power =-

Can you imagine someone being true
Turn `round and put himself in front of you
Sometimes it's fun but then you never know
How far a thing like this might go

All my life I've waited
For a chance to get right out of here
And when I had it in my hands
I could not let it go

We've got the power, we are divine
We have the guts to follow the sign
Extracting tension from sources unknown
We are the ones to cover the throne

Try if you can to come where we have gone
You may achieve what can't be simply done
Look back and there you are where we have been
And still there's so much in between

All those years I've travelled `round this world
Now I am standing here
To make you sing these tunes
And know they'll never let you go

We've got the power, we are divine
We have the guts to follow the sign
Extracting tension from sources unknown
We are the ones to cover the throne

This was written at 8:05 am on

-= hope =-

Hope was but a timid friend;
She sat without the grated den,
Watching how my fate would tend,
Even as selfish-hearted men.

She was cruel in her fear;
Through the bars one dreary day,
I looked out to see her there,
And she turned her face away!

Like a false guard, false watch keeping,
Still, in strife, she whispered peace;
She would sing while I was weeping;
If I listened, she would cease.

False she was, and unrelenting;
When my last joys strewed the ground,
Even Sorrow saw, repenting,
Those sad relics scattered round;

Hope, whose whisper would have given
Balm to all my frenzied pain,
Stretched her wings, and soared to heaven,
Went, and never returned again!

-Emily Bronte (1818-1848)

This was written at 11:13 am on Friday, April 22

-= people say =-

They say, life start's after 50. I'm looking forward to that.

What if?
What if the sky was green?
What if the sun was blue?
What if clouds were purple?
What if trees grew the other way around?
What if man had 3 eyes or 5 legs?

Why?
Why does 1 come before 2?
Why the letter G pronounced that way?
Why do we feel happy? Or sad?
Why do people kill people?
Why must we strive for better education?

What if they were not what they were?
Why do we have to believe what others say just because they proved something?
What if they were making it up?
Why are we so naive?

Why does why means why and what means what?
What if what means why and why means what?

Why?

This was written at 11:11 am on Thursday, April 21

-= gelap macam bangla =-

Argh!!! Lazy to blog lah.

Blog tomorrow lah. As for now, I look damn dark on my safety pass. I think Syazwan also lose ar. Blergh.

Maybe I should cut my hair.

This was written at 6:26 pm on Wednesday, April 20

-= fear of falling =-

I actually did something today. Yes. I cycled.

Cycled to Woodlands first. Got stuck in some mud and my whole bike got covered with it. Went home and got it cleaned. Then, went out again and cycled around 20km non-stop. Could have gone for more but it was getting kinda late. So I went home. Now, I have jelly legs. Wobble wobble.

Going to MOM tomorrow for some training for my attachment next semester. Hopefully there's no need for hard work. I don't think I can do much with my sprained wrist.

I don't think there's much more to write. So yeah, I'll leave you guys with a quote from some short film I watched yesterday.

"I don't believe a baloney about this cholestrol thing. In fact, cholestrol is good for you! It makes you happy!"

This was written at 8:13 pm on Tuesday, April 19

-= super soaker cps2000 =-

Today started out like every monday every week.

Bad.

My speakers blew.

Now my com is basically mute. Blergh.

That also means... I have to spend what? Half of my savings for a new set? There goes my plans of buying the KORG Pa50 keyboard. Hai...

Well, at least there's the new cds to enjoy.

Violins. They are cool instruments. I like the sound it makes. And no. They are not to be used in emopunk music like how Yellowcard does. That's crap. Violins are meant for folk music. Like how Hittavainen uses it. Heh. I like the way he holds the violin. Aiyaiyayayah! Hunting is going on!

Man can go! Even through the grey stone!

Oh and yeah. Finally. After about 2 months since our last match, Mayon won. Hahah. Won 5-3 against Felix's colleague's team. Was a rather close match. I played rather crappily though. But nevermind ar. We won. Hahah.

I wonder what I should do during this holidays. Work? Stay at home? I donno leh... I wanna do something so that I don't wind up growing fat sitting at home.

So yeah, I think I'll go now. Can't do much on the com without speakers. I think I'll go watch tv.

This was written at 6:53 pm on Monday, April 18

-= techno emo punk =-

Sore wrist.
Sore jaw.
Sore throat.
Sore neck.
Sore knee.

I'm getting old.

Haiz...

This was written at 3:04 pm on Sunday, April 17

-= raining confusion =-

How to make me relaxed.

1. Let it rain.
2. Play acoustic emo stuff on the player.
3. On the fan.
4. Off the lights.
5. Give me something to lie down on.
6. Plan something for my bro and parents so I'll be alone.
7. Leave me alone.

There you go. 7 easy steps to make me happy. (:

This was written at 5:30 pm on Saturday, April 16

-= plan k =-

6:20 pm

Ah... It's so nice to go home after your last paper feeling happy that you've done satisfactorily well. What's better is that it's raining. How can I not go home and stone feeling guiltless and for once happy and not having to feel worried anymore. Haaah.... That's a huge sigh of relief.

Creep is out. Maybe I'll go see it next week. This week I just wanna indulge in myself. 4-5 stone hours and hopefully more sleep. Wee~

Okay. Back to more stoning. ~_~

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Last paper comming up. And the plan? Study 4 chapters. Pipelines, boilers, engines and tanks.

This time I'm not too sure about it but what the heck. I need 50 out of 100 marks though. Odds are stacked against me. Hopefully it goes well ar. So yeah. I think I'll leave for school now. So yeah, I'll check back later.

This was written at 12:24 pm on Friday, April 15

-= sip my blood destroy my flesh =-

Today is the 14th of April. Tomorrow is the 15th of April. Tomorrow marks the last day of exams for me. Marine Engineering Knowledge. It's kinda like biology y'know. Lots of facts to memorize. Lots of diagrams to draw. I'm probably gonn use up tonight mugging on that subject.

Well, the risk I took paid off. I actually studied only 2 chapters. And guess what? almost 75% of the paper was based on those 2 chapters. Booyah. My gut prevailed again.

Let's see... Now I have to go update my computer. So yeah. Maybe I'll write more later.

This was written at 6:00 pm on Thursday, April 14

-= the plan =-

Okay. Based on my rough calculations, to pass app mech I need around 35 out of 100 marks for this test. Let's see how I should handle this.

Multiple choice. Try to get at least 10 marks.

Study 3 topics. Hope they come out. Hope I can do them. That would at least earn me 25 marks. So yeah, I'm taking the risk. There's just no way I can learn all the topics. So yeah, That's my plan for you.

Now I've got 2 hours to do that. Blergh...

This was written at 2:53 pm on Wednesday, April 13

-= gear up for monday monday monday! =-

Today was another example of what boredom is. I should be studying app mech but I don't know why I'm not doing it. I know nuts man... Even the squirrel in the zoo knows more than me.

I think I'm getting a new phone. That's what my dad told me.

Just when I thought I could sleep properly again, I start waking up in the middle of the night again. Argh...

Ah yes... Managed to fix my mouse. Scrificed two buttons for the main two. However, I think I shall get my mom to get me a new one. It's not my fault these mice get spoilt. My brother lah. Play Neopets... Then when he lose, he bang the mouse. So... Tell me how it never spoil?

"Naper tak blajar? Main jer tu computer. Tengok tv jer. Camner nak pandai? Blajar... Nanti besar senang. Dapat gaji besar. Hidup senang." - My grandmother.

It's always been about money hasn't it?

I wanna eat sardines. *drools*

This was written at 7:09 pm on Monday, April 11

-= moon magick =-

Oh, beauty of the sky
How radian you are
Shine thy light upon me
Light up this empty soul.

Oh, beauty of the sky
Glowing so bright
Help this lifeless soul of mine
And bestow life upon me.

Oh, beauty of the sky
Guide me with your light
Show me the way
To the one I belong.

Oh, beauty of the sky
Shower me with your purity
End my misery
and this ever lasting pain.

Oh, beauty of the sky
I ask for this last wish
Give me hope to carry on
Through this godforsaken life.

Oh, beauty of the sky.....

This was written at 2:52 am on

-= mouse~ oh mouse~ oh mouse~~~ =-

11:37pm update

Try Googlewhacking man... Enter two english words. If it returns only 1 result, you have sucessfully Googlewhacked. Do only if you have nothing to do. My best was 6 results. Blergh.

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My mouse is spoilt. So are the other mice. Blergh. Didn't feed them enough I think.

Argh... I hate non-school days. I'll end up eating alot. That's not good for my stomach. Sooner or later it will be bloated. Blergh. Maybe I'll try refraining from thinking of food. Then maybe I can not eat. Then... I can lose weight!

Or maybe I could just start jogging.

Bronson. Interesting name. I don't know why... But I think he's up to something. ~_^

This is a line --> __________________

Okay. I'm bored. Help? Please?

This was written at 10:28 pm on Sunday, April 10

-= sideways =-

Lost again. Haiz... I'm getting bad at it already. Maybe I should retire.

Supposed to record Anak today but Leslie hasn't figured out how to record it using the keyboard. So... Recordings will be postponed to next week. And anyway, today was the last lesson. Which means... Next week marks the beginning of the intermediate course. Which also means another $200. Haiz...

Okay. I'm really running out of stuff to blog these days. For now, enjoy.

I know you’re laughing at me now
in that “told you so,” cynical kind of way
It’s almost over

Remembering the day it died
The trust, it left me drowning in your wake
There’s no-one colder

Maybe I was just a lesson
Maybe now you’re who you promised you would be... to someone new
Maybe you were just a lesson, so I can save myself the next time that I see

Sideways always
I’m almost over you
We were never the same
What was I holding on to?

Can you ever put the past away?
Looked in my eyes but never straight
Sideways always
Are you almost over you?

A shifty mind and shifty eyes said everything that I wanted to hear...
it’s like you knew me

Is everything to you an act?
Your scripted words now falling on deaf ears
Did you “see right through me?”

All the birthdays and the faces...I just want to erase this
Nothing ever felt so perfect, now I’ve never been so faithless

I tried so hard to fight this
Nothing...
Anything was possible.
felt so...
Innocense was lost with your first fall
perfect.

I don’t know if I will trust my eyes again
Are these lies you wish you never made?
Looked in my eyes but never straight

This was written at 2:59 am on

-= my selene =-

Nocturnal poetry:
Dressed in the whitest silver you'd smile at me
Every night I wait for my sweet Selene

But still...

Solitude's upon my skin
A Life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?

I would
Bathe in your moonlight and slumber in peace
Enchanted by your kiss in forever sleep

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
Shadows they will fade
But I'm always in the shade
Without you...

Serene and silent sky
Rays of moon are dancing with the tide
A perfect sight, a world devine

And I...

The loneliest child alive
Always waiting, searching for my rhyme
I'm still alone in the dead of night

Silent I lie with a smile on my face
Appearance deceives and the silence betrays

As I wait for the time
My dream comes alive
Always out of sight
But never out of mind

And under waning moon
Still I long for you
Alone against the light
Solitude am I

In the end I'm enslaved by my dream
In the end there's no soul who'd bleed for me

Hidden from daylight I'm sealed in my cave
Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to nightmare,
Where I'm all alone
Venial is life when you're but a dream,
The book is still open the pages as empty as me

[SOLO]

I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade
Trying to break the desolation I hate

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
We will never meet
Only Misery and me

This is my final call
My evenfall
Drowning into time
I become the night

By the light of new day
I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me
My Selene?

This was written at 8:40 pm on Friday, April 8

-= boulevard of broken dreams =-

Yay. Thursday.

Fiz asked me to join him along with his two friends, Jerald and Hafiz, for a jamming session. Told me to play bass. Wasn't too excited about it at first but then I thought what the heck ar.

Guess what we played. Greenday! Wahahah! Okay ar. But Eagle-Eye Cherry was nice.

Got kinda sick. Went home and slept. Blergh.

I think I ate alot today. Argh... No...

Okay. Gotta go. Bye.

This was written at 8:15 pm on Thursday, April 7

-= eiffel 65 =-

9.40 pm update

Well... The Electrics paper was... Made of paper! Wahahahahah! Erp.

Seriously. This was what happened lah eh.

Opened the question booklet. My mouth dropped. Not literally ar. But yeah. Multiple choice. Wasn't too sure about the answers.

Section B. Question 1. Don't know how to do. Skip. Question 2. Don't know how to do. Skip. Question 3. Don't know how to do. Skip. Question 4. Don't know how to do. Skip. Question 5. Don't know how to do. Skip.

Die ah...

Section C. Kirchoff law. Like water ar... 20 marks in pocket. Hee. Chose question 3 instead of 2. Drew tic-tac-toe. Draw triangle. Pressed the calculator. Why come out like this ar? Nevermind. Skip first. Go anyhow do Section B.

Did some. And then! Wah piang eh... My calculator was in the RAD mode. Cipap. No wonder. Went back to do Section C's Question 3. Completed it.

At the moment I expected to get around 30 marks. So went on to anyhow do Section B some more. Got some answers.

So... Hopefully I will get around 40 marks. I will fail the paper but nevermind. I'll pass overall. Lucky I got 84 for term test. So yeah. That's my exam actzerpairance for you.

Ps - If you are wondering what actzerpairance is... What does it sound like? Does experience ring a bell? Hmmm...

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5 hours and 24 minutes to the first paper. Not even halfway through revision. How?

Soot jer ar... Hahah!

This was written at 12:36 pm on Wednesday, April 6

-= victoria koulbachnaja =-

3 papers.

That 3 papers are gonna decide my fate in poly. If I pass those 3, I'll definitely make it to year 2.

If I fail, I'll have to repeat those subjects along with year 2 stuff. I'd rather go find some other thing to do than do that.

So yeah... I'll probably go study and pass those papers and just hope the next year goes by quickly.

I've decided to start saving my money from now. I'm gonna get myself the KORG Pa 50. That's gonna cost around $1,200. It's worth every cent of it. Maybe then I can turn my room into a recording place. All I need is an upgrade of this com and some cables. Hopefully I can accomplish this by the end of the year. Let this be my goal.

Okay. I think I'll go cook some bee hoon then get started on my revision. I think I won't sleep today. Okay. Bye.

This was written at 2:44 pm on Tuesday, April 5

-= after all =-

The way you wanna live like this.
And all along the way.
It was meaningless.

Here I am. Waking up early for no reason as usual. Today marks the beginning of test week. That means we only have to come to school to do our papers. Which means I won't have anything to do today. Study? Hah. See how ar.

I'm kinda hoping Friday would come quick. Hopefully Roxy will call and I can go collect my cds.

It's a cold morning. Why am I not sleeping?

I think something is wrong with my weighing scale. 2 weeks ago it read 57kg. Last week was 60kg. Yesterday was 55kg. It's either something's wrong with the scale or something's wrong with me.

I think I just fried the best fried rice I ever fried. Hahah.

Yesterday we had a match. With Mie's bro's team. Against Irfan's team. Was a funny match ar... We led 3-0 at one point. Then they came back to 4-6. Then it turned out to become some goal fest. I think it ended 6-8. Yeap. We lost. Hahah. Amazing ar... But nevermind. Got my first hat-trick for the team. Hahah. Fiz squandered around 10 chances. All in front of goal with only the keeper to beat. Mie's goal was really NASIB man. Scored with his back. Back man... Hahah. This means I've been on the losing team for 4 games straight. Blergh.

Ever watched tv? Okay that's a dumb question. But heh, y'know those funny shows or sitcoms? I've always wondered if the luaghs you hear are really made by the audience or if they are recorded. Especially those on The Planets Funniest Animals. The laughs seem to always be the same everytime I watch it.

Wooyeah!!! Heavy rain!!!

Hah. Okay. I wanna go enjoy my fried rice and watch cartoons then go edit the song. Cheerio.

This was written at 8:59 am on Monday, April 4

-= ayam lemak cili padi =-

My schedule:

Today - Tuesday : Stone at home. Do nothing.
Wednesday : Go school for Electrics test.
Thursday - Tuesday : Stone at home. Do nothing.
Wednesday : Go school for App Mech test.
Thursday: Stone at home. Do nothing.
Friday : Go school for MEK1 test.
Saturday - End of holidays : Stone like a stone.

Somehow though, Audioslave's Like a Stone seems to have some meaning. ~_^

Hopefully I'll pass my exams with flying colours and may everybody live happily ever after.

Wait. This ain't my fairy tale.

Bye.

This was written at 5:29 pm on Sunday, April 3

-= 1 day old coke =-

(12:18am update)

Finally. I think I can sleep well now. I found the Anak song. Yay.

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I like Coke that's been left open in the fridge for one day. I tastes different. Nicer.

Today's keyboard class was probably my fave so far. Played that Child song. It's actually Anak. I don't know by who ar... But... It's nice. Hahah. Leslie asked me to play my own version, which she told me to come up with last week. Just anyhow played ar. Turned out nice. Came up with an intro as well. Hahah. And... We're gonna record it for the CD next week. Hahah. My first single. Weee!

Unfortunately though... The course ends in 2 weeks. Hopefully my dad will agree and let me continue on with the next course.

Hmm... I've only slept for 10 hours total for the past 2 days. Luckily there are no eye bags appearing.

Hmmm... My hair is crappy. Should I cut it or not? What do you think? I want hair like Anthony Keidis. Don't know who he is? He's the singer of the Red Hot Chili Peppers. Hah!

Okay. I wanna play the keyboard~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Bye.

This was written at 6:44 pm on Saturday, April 2

-= 6 april isn't monday? =-

Wahahahah!!! I just realized that. That means.... First paper isn't on Monday. Yay!!!!

I'm such a gundu man...

This means I have 5 days to cram all those electrical formulas into my freaking head and hope it stays in there like a madman in a straight jacket in an asylum.

For now... I don't know what I should do.

Ideas anyone?

This was written at 7:47 pm on Friday, April 1

-= late night poetry =-

Okay. Here's another edition of my late night/early morning stuff

The Truth

The truth we've been searching for
Lost through the veils of human uncertainty
We dig within our souls
Giving up our lives for this cause
Looking for the truth
Is it worth the price?

Now I see
Between the emotions and feelings
The truth that has been shrouded
In a canopy that we call lies
We give up our dreams and desires
Left to wonder in this emptiness.

Is this the end we've really been searching for?
The meaning of what we call life.

This was written at 2:07 am on